As today marks the end of our snw,i will like to take to take this chance to thank all of you guys for playing a very vital role in my life. During the first day of snw, i was already quite bored because i kinda play volleyball before and i wanted to get into hiphop but they didn't offer it. However, life starts to get more interesting when i know awesome peeps in my snw group. I had this awesome teacher called eugenia. She is seriously damm nice and it is like a friend to us. I know all of you guys will agree with me!(Y) I know other funny people like zihow.You guys will know why i said that. We don't really talk to each other after the forming the team thou. But after getting into our own team, i seriously felt that we have bonded abit even though we didn't have trainings till yesterday! hahaha. It is a fluke that we even managed to get into top four. Must thank god and also our awesome teambonding(Y) We have many awesome funny times too like hweelee and ahem,klinton and his ahbang,angela and jeremy. I am really glad that our team manage to get into top four, like pancy' group says " how come their group can beat one of the group but everytime when playing with us, they will lose." hahhahaa. I sure will miss the fun of being in snw as this is the module that i can slack and also have fun without getting late. "wink wink"

Talking about the top four, it was funny to see angela and hweelee saying bad stuff :P

Speaking of it, firstly i need to apologise for not being a good player to help out with the match, but then i really love the teamwork in a sense, we don't quarrel cuz of mistakes but in an opposite way,encourage one another to make one another feel better and play better. This is the spirit that i love about our group(Y)

Thou, i often got suaned by my group of being fat, but i still love them cuz they are nice! you guys better don't keep suaning me hoh!!!!!!!hahaha

To joseph, you are really an awesome teamwork,despite the fact you are sick,you still came down to at least a match, i am super proud of you

To hweelee and angela : I am really proud of you two as you guys really take the effort to practise how to serve when you guys isnt that good in it. i like your courage and also standing in the main court and playing the match.

To gavin: paiseh for like giving you pressure cuz in the match, you are like one of the better one. you seriously are awesome and i am proud to have you as my friend and team mate!

To jeremy: awesome talking to you in bus 52 :) stop hitting me!!! hahaha. Anw, you are an awesome team mate too and you are offically straight already(Y)

To klinton : We are in the same jumpstart group too! Hopefully, we do well for jumpstart! You have been giving me support like the others and i love hanging out with you :)

To alan and phyllan: you guys have been an awesome guys to hang out with. i am really glad to have phyllan as our leader as he really give us advices and also alan. Don't keep suaning me :(

GGWP: GOOD GAME WELL PLAY! IT IS JUST AS AWESOME AS US!(Y)

I really hope that we will have outing real soon and also meet up frequently. You guys are one of the most awesome batch i have ever know and i hope that this bond continue after this snw ends. Hopefully,someone(you know who) will help us book loft soon and treat us koi uh! (:

Lastly, a very big thank you to everyone! even though, we got second but we are still more awesome than the rest! (:

Hello. Time Is 11.45pm and I suddenly thought back of previous stuff and here I am writing. Lets think back to the time I just got into Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Technically ,I didn’t want get into poly. Most of them should know I am those who wants to get into junior college. It was pretty ironic that I even choose poly. haha. Hmm, i shall just focus my path about student union on this post. I went to FOC with the purpose of wanting to know more people. I was posted to Hephaestus, olenos, group four. I was really glad that I have gotten into this group. I love fate because he posted me in. There are 28 of us including the gls. During the camp, I started to bond with the rest and I realized I am not alone. And also because of this camp, I got really really inspired to become a gl and follow the footsteps and my gls. They are really a good role models. They are dray,nigel and michelle. Lets talk about dray first, he was a very high gl and many will remember him cuz of the annoying orange. He had the same colour phiten as me during camp! :D Even thou, he look beng but then he is really a nice guy and always give me advices. He is the gl that I always hang out with too as in like he is more free. I know the rest of the gls are finding time for us too. Nigel!- he is one curly guy who is really nice and I can talk comfortably with him. I cannot really find any bad points in him too. He is also a really funny guy who always got himself drunk! Last but not all, michelle!- she is like the mother of the 27 kids in the group. Even thou I am like older than her but I still treated her as my second mum. She is awesome! She is a good advicer! She is always there for you whenever you needed her but one bad point of her is that she always scold ahem words! “need to change that” J I am really glad that our group has bonded into a family and we have been together since foc until now. I hope this will keep it up and it will last until like eternity. That’s if we wont die on 2012! Haha! All the members in olenos are awesome! And someday,I really hope that there will be an outing which consists the whole of 28 people in it! This will be awesome! Don’t worry Lincoln, I will get the shirt done soon! :D

I love student union camps cuz of many things. For example, the last night will be otot and that means we can go disturb people while they are sleeping. Student union also let us bond one another! After foc was challengers! It wasn’t that bonded but then through there,I learn things too.i was in dauntless! I will like thank kean and stella for being my awesome gl! Kean is my gl when I was in redcamp6, he is really awesome. I learn a lot of things from him. He is funny and not serious but then when work needs to be done, he is really serious and do his work properly. One bad point of him is that he always disturb people but then that’s his nature and I kinda like it! Sorry for what happen during tbc alright? The part that I cried. Stella! She was a very nice girl but I always called her aunty cuz she really look like aunty. After challengers was tbc! Tbc was awesome too! I was in kangaroos! That name is cute right? We thought of it when we saw some cardboard. My gls were izzy and michelle. Michelle is my foc gl and also my mother! Izzy was from Hephaestus and I kinda know him. He is a sweet and funny gl to me.

In student union, I have ugly times too. i was in loggerhead with this guy in another group cuz of some personal reason. But luckily, we already patched up cuz we felt that there is no point like quarreling and making two different groups not being able to go out as a family.

Talking about this, I will like to give my apologies for the sub comm. Interview. Apparently ,they said that the questions cannot be told to others but then I still went to tell my friend. During that time,i felt that I was like helping my friend so that he/she wont be that nervous and at the same time, I don’t think they will ask the same questions. But it turned out to be wrong, I felt that I should do it as it is the same like npcc. They give you an order and you must follow it. If you cant even follow even this simple instruction, how can they trust you and entrust you with important responsibility. Through it, I learn that one must know when to help people and when not to and also follow simple instruction. As one says be a good leader, first you must be a good follower and to be a good follower, you must learn how to listen to instruction. I learn this through npcc but then I don’t really apply this theory until now.

Speaking of this, I will like to point out one of my other mistake. That’s is for the Hephaestus chalet. I felt it is good for me to help out with the booking of chalet for some other group but then I didn’t realise I did the wrong thing but neglecting what they felt. Firstly, I will like to apologise for my wrongs. In a sense, that’s your group. If you guys are lazy to do a chalet, I can only help out and not like doing all the stuff and then saying some remarks about them. I felt that I am like invading their own privacy. That’s one of the bad point I have done during this year.

What I feel about myself is that, I think that I am those who always don’t think before doing anything. Like to some girl in my group, I went to joke with her and I went to overboard resulting in her being damm angry with me. And also to some guy, I knew his secret and I went to sorta joke about it even thou I never say who isit. I think that I need to change on this point. Think about other feelings before doing anything. Put myself in their shoes is my solution.

Going on to outings in olenos, I am really sorry to michelle for not texting her for one of the outing. That time my reason was that, I didn’t text those who always never reply or reply damm late because of my low prepaid phone. But then I think I should text her because she was a gl and she is part of the family. She should have the rights to know all these stuff. I think we should have communication system so that everyone can easily know all the news.

Next on the list will be preparation camp. It was really an awesome camp. This is the camp that I learn a lot of things and it sounds like npcc camp. In a sense like we have pt and pumping and stuff. I will like to thank the excos for doing the camp and apologise to them cuz I am not really a good camper. Last time, I used to think that being a gl is a very easy task but after doing the gl role. I felt that it wasn’t easy at all. Imagine taking 25 people in the camp with just 3 gls, it will be hard. I develop this weird tenacity to ask people to drink up for no reason! Haha. Through the camp, I think being a good gl need to possess a lot of quality. One needs to be a good role model so that freshie can look up to them and learn from them. This is a successful one for all my three gls. They inspired me to be gl and teach me a lot of things. Punctuality is very good factor. If everyone is late, the schedule will delay resulting in later activities and later dinner and later sleep. So we must be punctual. This applies in real life like school and stuff too. Initiative is also a factor. we must learn to initiate or else we cannot get things done. For example, getting people to clear the rubbish, pass food, do cheers. Be able to lead is also one minor factor, if we know that we are able to lead, we should give chances to other people to let them lead. A gl must hype up his group. This is really important as the group need to be hyper so that we can enjoy the camp. This is like a chain reaction, one becomes hyper, the rest will follow. One must also tahan during camp cuz in camp,there are bound to have lot of problem making freshie. Be caring and putting your priority on the freshie is also one good factor. we need to ensure that they have food, they are well and stuff. Like we can only eat after all of them have food. Gl shouldn’t be shy too. we just do only. Gls need to encourage his group to persevere. Persevere is another factor, we cannot give up on things that haven’t been completed. What I think is the most important of being a gl is PASSION. Without passion, even you are an awesome gl which possess all the quality that Is needed. Your passion die off and you wont want to help out for the whole camp. You will be sian of it. Passion Is what that keep the fire ignited. I have this passion and I really really want to be a gl. Hopefully I got in. After getting in, I think I will learn more things and at the same time,I will need to start changing for the better to prepare for the camp.

Why I want to be a gl? I think I wanted to be a gl due to my previous three gls, they encouraged me and inspired me to do so as I once said in the post. Being in the student union makes me have another family and I want to keep this family bond. This bond is really awesome and I really love it.

Btw, I doubt people wlll read this and I repeat. This is for my purpose and I didn’t use this to like let people see this and change my mindset about me and stuff. So thank you if you are reading.

my resolution for this year is to change all this habits and become better! :D